And Life Changes

I had to leave my job as a sweeper. My right arm has become stiff and almost immovable, my hand will claw up and it takes almost 3hrs just to get it to open and become something I can use. The pain is constant. I'm trying to not become absorbed by my pain and to rise above it... it's hard tho. Very hard. I have a high thresh hold for pain... but this constant pain wears on me.
Hangin in. Breathin.