Just Because

Just wanted to write a blog because I haven't in awhile and I don't want to get out of the habit of writing. This week has flown by; am riding my red tide so my emotions are more intense but just the knowing that my emotions go a wee haywire during this time has made it less intense. It took me a loooong time to accept that truth and to just be ok with myself and my body during this time. Am almost done... thank Goddess.
Ok on to another subject. This weekend my youngest turns 4. She has always been my fairy...she just has this 'otherworld' quality about her and her eyes light up with mischief. Ok so this will be our first 'function' at our new house and I am a sllooww movin' in type; so needless to say there are boxes and stuff around and the 'suzie homemaker' in me wants everything to be just so. Now I realize and am accepting that it really doesn't matter nor do the people who are coming care BUT it is something that I care about, so I've come to a compromise with myself. The compromise is that on Friday we will rearrange all the boxes in a more orderly fashion and get them in one area and prepare the areas of the house that the majority of people will be to be boxes free!! Yea!! Also got massages scheduled for me and my man just to release some of the stress factors.
So here in Alaska it is a raining napping kind of day. The cottonwood trees have done their first shedding of their white fluff (ugh sneezes) and the rain is thankfully calming it down. Went on two hikes around the Potter Ridge trails this week and everything is green, green, green... LOVE IT!! Saw so many flowers...just beautiful :)